A bit of a scare

Dear Birth Control Recall, 

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You really got me thinking. 

I've been taking my pills like a good girl, so I've never had reason to worry. But finding out you may have been taken placebos for an extra week? Yeah, a little scary. 

We have two little girls in diapers. I don't want to make it three, even if this one might be a boy. I do want a boy. We also have two little girls that don't always sleep through the night. Last night was prime example, since each girl made their noisy appearance once. Once each is a good night. Not at all is a rare, amazing night these days. I'm not sure I'm quite ready to add a newborn into that mix. 

I have been feeling weird lately. I thought it was because I was using a new brand of birth control. The feeling started a little too early for me to think that it's related to the recall, and that's a bit comforting. And if I am affected, I'll know in less than a week. That's also comforting. 

But really, if I am, maybe it was meant to be. 

If I am, we'll deal. If not, there will be no tears of disappointment on my end. 

Does this count as my first pregnancy scare?